| The Great Divide: A Second Act In Suburbia By Tina Traster
August 19, 2009
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I was culturally weaned on the Great White Way. My mother fed me a
steady diet of Broadway plays and musicals from the time I wore Mary
Janes. How thrilling at age 9 to watch the cast of Hair stand stark
naked right before intermission. I wished I had binoculars. I had
to see A Chorus Line more than once. I was convinced I'd be begging
a choreographer for a chance to prove my greatness one day.
Meanwhile, back in Canarsie, Risa and I were preparing a troupe of
lithe, youthful bodies to dance in the year-end high school show we
called "Sing." Every day after school we gathered in my basement,
where my mother had pushed furniture to the perimeters of the room
to make space for our "dance" studio. We rehearsed until we were as
synchronized as the North Korean army. We dripped with sweat until
someone finally said "I have to go home and do my homework." When I grew up I traded dancing slippers for a typewriter. Disney
elbowed out peep shows and XXX-rated movies in Times Square. I kept
attending the theater, adding frequently to a silo-high pile of
curled playbills. Moving to suburbia four years ago and buying a house and becoming
saddled with mid-life responsibilities significantly slowed Broadway
theater attendance. But it never occurred to me to patronize local
performances. I was like a wine snob: it's either going to be the
best vintage or nothing at all, thank you. So when my husband suggested we take our seven-year-old daughter
to see a local performance of Beauty and the Beast, I had to duel
with my demons. Community theater? Me? "Shouldn't I rear my daughter
on the Great White Way?" "C'mon," he said. "Don't be a snob. Open your mind." And he pointed out that a night at the theater for three would
cost $45 rather than $500. We arrived 20 minutes before the performance at Riverspace in
Nyack. There was a sea of available seats: first come, first serve.
Sisters, brothers, grandparents and parents clutching digital
cameras and photo-copied playbills shifted anxiously in their chairs
waiting for the curtain to rise. The teen thespians were players in the Helen Hayes Youth Group,
an equal-opportunity theater troupe in Rockland County that gets
kids juiced on the arts. A conceptually awesome idea - but I
wondered if the performance would hold my attention for 90 minutes.
As the piano player pounded the first notes my daughter wriggled
to the edge of her seat. I unfolded my arms. I was hooked from the start by the fresh-faced Belle, who belted
songs with great heart and a big voice. Gaston did a good job
portraying the smarmy but comical suitor. Lumiere the candle had the
fake-French accent down pat and Cogsworth the clock jiggled like a
campy Nathan Lane. The cast at-large (remember this is
equal-opportunity theater) was a bit stiff and clumsy but as I
watched these kids sing and dance and perform I began to remember
what it felt like to be on stage at 17. One young dancer in particular shuttled me back to my youth. She
had long brown hair pulled away from her face and a petite body. She
danced with a verve that reminded me of me. Transported, I could feel things I had not experienced in three
decades. I remembered pre-show terrors, fretting about forgetting
steps, and peering from stage left waiting for the music to cue us
on stage. I remembered the eruption of thunderous applause in the
auditorium. I remember searching for my parents in the audience when
we took our bows. Joy mixed with a sense of accomplishment. That's what dancing
was. This show made me recall that, not intellectually, but down my
bones. Reliving it with a lump in my throat and a thrill in my
heart. Early on in the performance, my daughter leaned in and whispered
"Are those kids on the stage?" "That's right," I said. "That's so cool," she said. Driving home, we reprised our version of "Be Our Guest." I
squeezed my husband's hand and thanked him for prying open my
hard-wired mind. Broadway may be a storied land but my night at the
community theater had a fairy-tale ending. |
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